Saturday, August 15, 2009
EXTREME RANTAGE

you know what, all you need is a little conviction. have some spine, goddamnit. and have some gratitude. if you were to tell me you feel pressured from all the "shit" you're going through i might just laugh at your face.

everything anyone could ever want is at your disposal; friends, a complete and loving family, people who love you and care about you, material things... and yet you manage to complain about things that actually aren't enough to complain about. these things you're experiencing, they are not even relatively close to difficult. because technically, the solution is at your fingertips; you just dont want to take it because its not the easiest decision. give up the things you should give up and stop hurting yourself and other people!

do not test the people who try to reach out to you by giving them more and more of your issues for them to carry without any gratitude. if this person is someone who is sincerely concerned about you, more so do you not have the right to abuse them like that. do not expect that just because you say "i love you" to them they will (or should) go through the ends of the earth for you. you can't just throw them scraps of your affection and leave them hanging and unappreciated the rest of the time. they go out of their way to your rescue you out of their volition without any strings attached and you go and pull them into the imaginary emotional quagmire you made for yourself? how selfish.

maybe i'm being judgmental. but from what i see and read, you're being full of bullshit.

i will find the answer in Peels.
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