Monday, August 16, 2010
there's this vision of myself that i have living in Japan for at least at a time in my life. and i have this huge opportunity to do so for during summer vacation! i just have to arrange things like early internships, certifications, PERMISSION haha, etc. the dream is to live independently, really ALONE for a while, like a "vacation" that validates my ability to fend for myself for real. it's a total bonus that i would be doing so in the country i have forever felt an attachment to.

that dream is almost just an arm's length away! yet... i find myself hesitating to reach for it.. :( i think what's making me uncertain of it, more than the fear of being there on my own, is the prospect of not being able to see, touch, hug, cuddle and annoy certain people for 3 whole months, the longest time i will ever not see them for. most especially that one person. actually, just that one person. huu.

i will find the answer in Peels.
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