Friday, September 3, 2010
once in a while, the realization of the things i have had to put up with or give up slap me in the face and i question what seems to be so easy for me.

i decide that it's very difficult, and it will get more difficult as time goes by. i think that i do not want part of it, that i should call it quits now while i think doing so is still something i could do. i hear myself complain about all the things i never really considered a big deal because at the time i felt it was okay.

and i consider demanding more of what "i deserve".

but i let the night pass and sleep.

the next day, when i feel so much better, i realize why things are so easy all the time.

and it's the easiest thing to do again.

i will find the answer in Peels.
1 boo(s)

1 I've been booed!

that's the best way to do it. :)

By  Anonymous, at September 5, 2010 at 8:41 AM  

Boo me?